The other day, Tyler said the month of February should be #FabulousFebruary. Meaning we should support and encourage each other. Seems simple enough right? I bet you’re all.. “Natalie another raw life update post, really?” Yep. Because, posting at least one every month is pretty good therapy. I want to be able to look over these one day and be blown away from the things I actually went through.

I choose to be happy! Once you’re able to love yourself, you can find happiness within. If you asked me a year ago what made me happy. I’m not sure I could think of something besides my kids (of course). For so many years, I always was the people pleaser, I would bend over backwards to make people happy. But deep down, it wasn’t making me happy. So when a friend asked me, “what are your goals for 2016?” I said, “to be happy..” Sounds cheesy.  To be happy is just that. To find happiness in the little things. While life not…

Overall the year wasn’t horrible, but I wish I did things differently. But what can you do. Here’s a look back on 2015! You just move on and hope for a better outcome. I’m so ready for 2016. I’m tired of dwelling on the past and ready to do me and make 2016 about moving on to better! I hope you enjoyed the happy moments from 2015. I don’t want to talk about the not happy moments, those aren’t as fun. 

You know that feeling you get when you’re in the boat called life and your floating in this boat and you’re without a life jacket. You’re rushing to keep your boat a float. But just like any one person, no one is perfect. So your boat has holes in it, you can try to patch these holes and stay a float. Or you can choose not to do anything and sink with your boat. I feel like once I get one hole patched another hole gets un-patched and there’s this never ending cycle of trying to fix things. I can’t control. Trying…

2014… Personally, I’m glad for it to be over. There’s a lot of good and bad moments, sad and happy moments. Let’s just say, it was interesting to the say the least.. Here’s a Recap of 2014 in pictures. ••January•• ▬ It snowed A LOT. ▬ My nephew turned 1 on the 28th. ▬ I turned 28 on the 30th. ••February•• ▬ Hannah turned 3 years old on Feb 9. ▬ John & I celebrated our 7th Anniversary ▬ It snowed like a foot around Valentines. ••March•• ▬ Skype Date with Tyler Ward. ▬ Fell & Broke my elbow. ▬…

When you’re in a rut and things have got you down, everyone has things that will get them out of that rut. Here’s 10 Things That Will Turn That Frown Upside Down. They work for me, not sure if they work for you, but you can try them anyways. #1 ALCOHOL   Seriously, even if it doesn’t brighten your day, after a day of drinking, you will forget the reason you were feeling yucky to start with. #2 DANCING When in doubt, dance it out.  #3 SINGING   Doesn’t matter, how bad you sing, turn it up and sing, mix #1 &…

When my laptop decided to stop working.. 3 days ago, I noticed my site was lagging.. my internet was lagging.. I thought it was just me.. I thought it was my laptop being a douche, because my laptop is a douche a lot.. so is Comcast, Comcast is a big douche. Getting off topic.. Well I go to log into my hosting site.. apparently I’m not alone, everyone was getting screwed.. it become to the point where I was getting 503 & 404 errors.. They were all, “you need to buy more servers!!! WHAT!?!?! Why do I need more servers..…